Now Playing: Whitney Houston – How Will I Know (Sam Smith Cover)
I always think I ask myself the wrong questions. Why am I spending so long preparing for something can’t be planned? or worse, isn’t guaranteed? I guess that’s why faith is so important for me. I will fight for you, whoever you are until my dying day. I already know I will love you more than you’ll ever know. You surprise me everyday, with how much I learn to love myself without even knowing you. This is a reminder to my future, that I know you are worth the wait. The sacrifice, the stupid advice, and the pressure – it’s all worth the wait. Maybe one day, you’ll read this. I secretly hope you find this and you’ll know it’s about you. Because the silence between us is killing me and this is the only way I can think to ‘explain myself.’ I am taking care of myself for you. I don’t want you to do anything for me, but I know one day we will need each other and that’s when I can admit defeat. I want to be strong for you and I want to do the best I can everyday, because of you. Never underestimate the power of love.
I say a prayer with every heart beat.