Lately, I’ve been lost. and it’s one of those things I’m not so used to. It’s a feeling of dislike. Normally, I would think I could find my way back to stability but I don’t even know what that is and if it’s anything worth getting back. So, I recently decided that I must not have much to lose. Adopting a new philosophy as well as change is always good.
Within the last two years, I’ve met people that have changed my life. With that being said, I’ve never said my sincere “Thank Yous.” But for what it’s worth, these people have shaped my life. They’ve taught me how to be stronger, they’ve taught me some of life’s most valuable lessons. Above all, these people gave me hope. They gave me a reason to wake up every morning and figure out exactly why the world goes round and why we’re here to keep it moving.
I can tell you four years ago where I THOUGHT I would be right now. My life was so close to perfect, it’s hard to believe I ever agreed to any of the things I’ve ever had. I thought I would be graduating from college, with a career set in place, getting ready to pack and leave with my then-boyfriend. By now, we would of been together over 6 years. I knew then and now that 6 was not a big number. Numbers mean nothing to me, never have and never will.