1. I want so badly to believe the GOOD in you, in anyone. My main reason being that you are an instigator and I can’t even use that term lightly with you. You live up to its title 100%. From the get go you had nothing but a problem with me. and I am probably the most open-minded and understanding person you can meet. but you lost the opportunity once you started to stir up trouble. I will never understand your idea on friendship but I guess that’s what separates us. I could never live the life you have. I could never date an entire circle of friends and be the reason for their demise. and I can’t blame you for liking everything but maybe you can learn from it all. and MAYBE you “have to” try everything before you find out what you really want. I pray that you can learn from it all. and I thank you for teaching me and being an example of everything I could never want to be or even dream to be.
2. It’s ironic really. You’re number 1’s “best friend.” but hey, you used to date the same person. Ironic? NO incredibly disturbing. I guess your “best friend” couldn’t tell you that the person they used to date wouldn’t be the person for you either. but I don’t blame you, look at the example number one is setting for you. and now look at you, still trying to make sense of something that happened over a year ago. and I can’t blame you for that because I know what it’s like. BUT before you take low blows at someone else maybe you should make sure you are okay. because it would suck to tear open those wounds again and have some people like myself, SHOW NO MERCY. I’m just trying to shed some light on the situation that you brought upon yourself. Lesson for this one: the title of best friend is a HUGE title. NOT to be used lightly.
If your best friend can’t knock some sense into you, I’m sure we can find someone that can help BOTH of you out (: but “birds of a feather flock together”