“They say it takes twice as long to forget as it was to get to know. So i’m sitting in my room talkin bout 6 days down..and 6 more years to go.” — First week of a break up
I’ve been there. I’ve done that. When we’re that lost we don’t know where to start. We try everything. We do anything. Words aren’t enough and you don’t even know what to feel like because right feels wrong and wrong feels right. everything gets all mixed up and you just go, numb. Nothing is worse than that feeling. You dig deep to try to find something, or anything to relate to. and sometimes if you’re that desperate, you try to find somebody, or anybody to relate to. and you think that shutting everyone out is better for you, or that you’re protecting someone else. but in reality, you’re creating more attention towards yourself because everyone is so interested in how you’re feeling and what you’re doing. instead, you’ve done the exact opposite of what you wanted in exchange for what you, need.