let’s wait awhile—
i’m always the person that everyone turns to. i’m always the listener. i’m always the one to put everything else on hold at the cost of someone else’s happiness. everyone and everything else always has my full attention. i’m honestly, just way too nice. i need to stop putting everyone else before me for once.
i don’t even know what to say right now. i don’t even know what to think. and it sucks. it is really the worse feeling in the world —to be confused. but thank God for best friends. because he definately got my feet touching the ground, again. and maybe i’m just frustrated with myself because i let myself become vulnerable and i didn’t listen. i should have kept my mouth shut, and covered my ears instead of wearing my heart on my sleeve and holding my hand out for you to hold on to. i wish you never told me you liked me.
or maybe i wish i could convince myself to believe it.
‘boys shmoys, jeal’